Alone on this pedestal,
I stain my hands with black.
Which god will I look up to?
Whose image shall I taint?
If you are thinking of me,
then tell me,
Are you thinking of me the way I think of you?
The sky is as vacant as ever,
My tight, clutched heart won't stop beating.
Willing under your touch,
It's a good thing, isn't it?
My heartbroken self still hasn't changed
If it gets too bad
Remember my name on the tip of your tongue
If it gets too bad
I'll be there
I may not be yours
You may not be mine
If it gets too bad
Tell me you love me anyways
If it gets too bad
Say my name like you always do
'Cause you're my umbrella in the pouring rain
The sweet voice in the static
My arms around your neck
Do as you please
Put me on my knees;
Make me beg for more
I want to love all of you
I'll forget all your flaws
So for tonight
Let me hold you tight
Let me whisper your name
Let me enjoy this blissful pain
This lovesickness that's been created
Let me drown in it more
Your eyes reflect a lost love
Of course it's not mine
Atleast, not this time
Jealousy burns and yet I
Can't stop locking lips
The face of first love
Burns into my mind
Lie to me
Say you love me
Maybe I'll believe it
So let us drown in this burning feeling
Of untrue love
would you remember my name?
my name is just a echo of something that was
but is now not
something that was beautiful
yet tragic
so sweet
but so bitter
my name is but a memory
full of flaws
so may I
dissappear?
"You're pretty weird"
Don't you know?
I've got a secret to keep
"You should act more normal"
Don't you know?
This secret can destroy me
"You should tell me"
I've already been defeated
I can't be treated
there was
a girl who's smile
was like the sun
it made you feel warm
it made you feel safe
it made you feel at ease
like a warm summer day
but one day
that girl's smile
was gone
and so was she
this girl's smile
was crooked
it made you feel uneasy
it made you feel hurt
it made you feel cold
like a bitter winter's day
she wasn't full of love
she was full of hate
jealousy
anger
and i hate
that this girl
is me.
tomorrow i'll be as ignorant as today
and tonight i'll be a mess like always
when i'm all alone i just want to cry
no use in saying goodbye
tomorrow night i'll be as lonely as tonight
and tomorrow morning i'll be a good girl like always
tonight i'll worry more than ever
"will me and him really be forever?"
lying back in bed
your hand on my head
your fingers brush across my skin,
I think I'm falling in love again
looking up at you
I know you love me too
control is what I lack
time is something that I just can't track
has it been short? has it been long
I've been in love with you all along
please don't let me go ever
you'll be in my mind forever
kiss me to shut me up
I won't give in so easily, I won't give up
will you be romeo and take me away?
or will you be my prince and save the day
anything you desire, I'll always love you nomatter what my dear
losing you is my one and only fear
my heart will always beat fast when you cross
You make me light up whenever my screen does,
Your messages make me smile
I'm glad I stuck around, you make it worthwhile
You're always making me blush,
Giving me a rush.
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
I hope you think about me too.
Ahh, always running through my head
Wanting to be in your arms when I go to bed
One day let's run away together
Hand in hand forever
I don't care where we go
As long as you don't let me go
Oh, I'll cut down any rival as long as I can still see you
One day I hope we can be more than this
But for now this is pure bliss
One day I'll make you smile even more
You're the only one I absolutely ador
Alone on this pedestal,
I stain my hands with black.
Which god will I look up to?
Whose image shall I taint?
If you are thinking of me,
then tell me,
Are you thinking of me the way I think of you?
The sky is as vacant as ever,
My tight, clutched heart won't stop beating.
Willing under your touch,
It's a good thing, isn't it?
My heartbroken self still hasn't changed
If it gets too bad
Remember my name on the tip of your tongue
If it gets too bad
I'll be there
I may not be yours
You may not be mine
If it gets too bad
Tell me you love me anyways
If it gets too bad
Say my name like you always do
'Cause you're my umbrella in the pouring rain
The sweet voice in the static
My arms around your neck
Do as you please
Put me on my knees;
Make me beg for more
I want to love all of you
I'll forget all your flaws
So for tonight
Let me hold you tight
Let me whisper your name
Let me enjoy this blissful pain
This lovesickness that's been created
Let me drown in it more
Your eyes reflect a lost love
Of course it's not mine
Atleast, not this time
Jealousy burns and yet I
Can't stop locking lips
The face of first love
Burns into my mind
Lie to me
Say you love me
Maybe I'll believe it
So let us drown in this burning feeling
Of untrue love
would you remember my name?
my name is just a echo of something that was
but is now not
something that was beautiful
yet tragic
so sweet
but so bitter
my name is but a memory
full of flaws
so may I
dissappear?
"You're pretty weird"
Don't you know?
I've got a secret to keep
"You should act more normal"
Don't you know?
This secret can destroy me
"You should tell me"
I've already been defeated
I can't be treated
there was
a girl who's smile
was like the sun
it made you feel warm
it made you feel safe
it made you feel at ease
like a warm summer day
but one day
that girl's smile
was gone
and so was she
this girl's smile
was crooked
it made you feel uneasy
it made you feel hurt
it made you feel cold
like a bitter winter's day
she wasn't full of love
she was full of hate
jealousy
anger
and i hate
that this girl
is me.
tomorrow i'll be as ignorant as today
and tonight i'll be a mess like always
when i'm all alone i just want to cry
no use in saying goodbye
tomorrow night i'll be as lonely as tonight
and tomorrow morning i'll be a good girl like always
tonight i'll worry more than ever
"will me and him really be forever?"
lying back in bed
your hand on my head
your fingers brush across my skin,
I think I'm falling in love again
looking up at you
I know you love me too
control is what I lack
time is something that I just can't track
has it been short? has it been long
I've been in love with you all along
please don't let me go ever
you'll be in my mind forever
kiss me to shut me up
I won't give in so easily, I won't give up
will you be romeo and take me away?
or will you be my prince and save the day
anything you desire, I'll always love you nomatter what my dear
losing you is my one and only fear
my heart will always beat fast when you cross
You make me light up whenever my screen does,
Your messages make me smile
I'm glad I stuck around, you make it worthwhile
You're always making me blush,
Giving me a rush.
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
I hope you think about me too.
Ahh, always running through my head
Wanting to be in your arms when I go to bed
One day let's run away together
Hand in hand forever
I don't care where we go
As long as you don't let me go
Oh, I'll cut down any rival as long as I can still see you
One day I hope we can be more than this
But for now this is pure bliss
One day I'll make you smile even more
You're the only one I absolutely ador
Kagamine Rin- Tokyo Teddy Bear (English Lyrics) by michelle92008, journal
Kagamine Rin- Tokyo Teddy Bear (English Lyrics)
Mother, and father. My apologies to you
I have gotten quite scared, so im sucking on my thumb
My brother and sister, i'll see you both later
I'm quite reckless, IN THESE WORN-OUT SHOES. Yea!
With every worry, spreading oh-so-fast, on my face
If it's alright with you, i'll just replace it!
I tell myself that I will be, oh-so-loved
If I could only, find a stronger blade
I would cut off my face!
Those spoken words that tell me, in my head, I will be alright
I just need to clear my crazy filled mind ....
Why not, I dont know?
I got hurt while playing with the creation of tomorrow
And closing the empty gap, behind the broken seams
To
Lust entangles two bodies
entwining in blissful stimulation
engaged in a hungering stare
devouring ones senses.
Arousing temptation through
careless caressing
burning desires played
in sensual motion.
Empowering passion sinful in taste
smoldering the essences of ecstasy's grip
bound by the heat driving this moment.
I am a young artist. I have been painting and drawing since I was 5, but I have been taking art classes. I have just started using Paint Tool SAI. I am not that good yet, but practice makes perfect. I also write poetry cause that's just what I do, so.
I know, I use a lot of tildes, i'm so sorry ;~;.
I have drawn/made something on Paint Tool SAI that looks like it was made by a kindergartener, BUT I am getting there c:
Thanks to Khorde, he is my inspiration. He draws like an angel.
Also, thanks to my lil bro IceyLynx for telling me to keep my head up high, and go forward. Thank you so much.
(Extra Thanks to TimeFlies for the epic drawing music, you go broski.)
~AmayaNYC